OMG. you CANNOT believe this... (screams)
you see, i HATE going on public transport. in fact, i hate going in public. i get really self-conscious. so i usually keep my head looking straight. i don't look left or right. and even if there was an explosion going off right next to my ear, i wouldn't even glance at it. coughs, meaning i don't know what's happening around me.
here's what happened: i live in a condo. so there's a guard house with a guard or two, right? anyway, was coming home today round 7.15, straight after training. uh... how do i explain this... hmm. ok the barrier in front of me came up. like for cars to pass thru? anyway, i dunno why, but i didn't seek to understand why it came up. i was like: oh the barrier goes up... that's when i heard a car behind me. oops. then, at the same time, a guard went: mei mei why your mom never fetch you home today? i heard, but it somehow didn't go into my head. but i heard and KNEW a car was behind me. so i stopped to turn around to wait for the car. then, when i turned around, i was facing the guard house. i saw the guard who was the one speaking. i repeat: i SAW. but it didn't go into my head. then when the car passed, i turned to walk on. then i heard the guard again: huh? i repeat: i HEARD. but i didn't listen. sigh. omg im SO SORRY GUARD MAN. I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE MEAN OR OFFEND YOU!!! it was only afterwards when i was going up the lift when the sounds and sights finally came into my brain and i understood... omgomg!!! IM SORRY SORRY SORRY. OMGOMGOMG. AAARRRGGGHHH!!! IM NOT MEAN IM JUST BLUR. SOBSOBSOB!!! mom heard what happened from me, then she was like: ure in ure own world. blur queen... then she started laughin at me... sob sob... ...