i figure im a hard-working person, by nature. you see, when it comes down to studying, i can just study for hours non-stop until im done or i'm forced to give up. like dinner or sleep. im pretty stubborn. Thing is, why do i never study then? Easy, i've no motivation. I dont' feel any need to study until the day before the test. I mean, why bother study if you'll forget them all over the next few days?
Im not smart. It's just that I study smart. I know what to study and when I do study, I will not and cannot get distracted. I don't even stone off or fall asleep. Really, I've never done that before. Moreover, I don't really need to study as much as other people, cuz I actually LISTEN in class. really, you should try it. It really helps. Of course i do stone off in lessons sometimes, but that's when I'm sure I understand everything that the teacher is teaching at the moment.
i've just been through six hours straight of hell. well not really. i liked it in a way. you see, when i'm not studying, i think i hate studying. but when i AM studying, i love studying. dunno why. perhaps i really am a nerd by nature? i mean i love books. (fiction) and then i got influenced by my friends to hate studyin or something. but then, i don't recall ever studying as hard as all of them in my entire life. in fact, i NEVER studied in primary/elementary school, except in pr.6 when it was my PSLE year. i don't recall. yeah... in fact, i don't remember practising for maths or compos or science... how strange...
hmm... ive been contradicting myself in this post. must be an after-effect of staring at the comp screen for hours. my eyes hurt. my butt hurts. and im hungry. full stop.
still planning on reading a book tonight! :D