hey. oh my. i've so much to say about the past week. but i shall the stuffs most foremost to my mind right now:
1)Mayday's so cool! I love all their songs! especially that yea i un g or whtever.
2)For those creeps-of-a-friends out there who didn't even notice me being offline for days I shall explain this somehow erratic behavior of mine.
you see, i wanted to prove myself. i was (still am) addicted to my computer. But unlike most of my friends, I was addicted to the music I had in it. Cuz I've no walkman or MP3 or CD player. Well, actually I had an MP3 once, but of course under my hands, it fell to cruel mistreatment and soon died an overcharged death. Other people who are addicted to the computer, are actually addicted to the computer games inside it right? Well, i was addicted to music. oh. and i was addicted to posting stuffs in this blog. hooray blog. yeah. you know i love you too!
so, i wanted to prove myself able to live on without the constant companion of a computer. for one week. ha ha. i was supposed to go online two days later. but out of dire need of the circumstances, i broke my vow and came online today. and it turns out, i was non too soon either. in fact, i was too late. you see, I got picked for this bio life science program in NJC. they said they would send information about it by email or phone call. No phone calls came, so i grew worried. till i couldn't stand it and turned on the computer. and there was an email sent several days ago telling me to submit this form by YESTERDAY. YES. YESTERDAY... how sad. out of the pure goodness of my heart, i decided to do something good, and it turns out, it was bad for me... oh how ironic the world can be! so... i don't know what to do now... hmm... im in trouble aren't i?
anyway, i shall recall the withdrawal symptoms I had. Day 1: I lazed about all day, and felt a total wreck. I found I had nothing to do. It was a hot sweating day. i stayed in the coolest part of my house, which was my room. which had my computer in it. so everytime i turned and tossed on the bed, i saw my computer looking so forlorn and unused. "I must restrain myself!" I said. OK, that was exaggerated, but that was basically what i was thinking the whole day. So, I took out my homework and attempted to do it. which was like really odd for me. i never ever do my homework in the first three and a half weeks of the one-month june holidays. anyway, the problem was, doing my homework made the temptation even stronger. my only desk had the computer in it. and all the other desks in the house had a computer in it! i only had the dining table, but the light over it is so dimmed you could hardly see anything on your homework. so, i worked at my bro's computer. and OMG! the computer was on... although, the screen was auto shut off. but then, i moved the mouse by accident! and the screen flashed on... I raised my eyes to the screen directly in front of me. i waited. it waited. i waited some more. I won the fight! I turned my eyes to the paper in front of me.
day 2: withdrawal symptoms hit me. i started hearing haunting music in the background of my ears. Music that could be fully heard in its true form thru my computer... i worked on.
day 3: I started dreaming of the computer when i slept. the music was always there.
day 4: Every possible second when my mind was not occupied, i would run over the things i would have said in this post if my computer had only been turned on... it was a long long day...
day 5: I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER!!!
ha ha. and basically that's it. and i sat for at least 15 mins pondering whether to turn on the computer today. i weighed my pirorities. and decided what was best for me.
3) I realized, that my friend test hasn't been tried yet. you creeps-of-a-friends! TOO SCARED TO TRY IS IT??? YOU'VE GOT NO GUTS YOU HEARD THAT??? EVEN I TRIED ALY'S ONE. AND IM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I GOT 33 PERCENT! EVEN THOUGHT IT'S SO OBVIOUS THAT IM THE CLOSEST TO HER HEART!
4) ha ha. I was so hungry today, that instead of the usual one packet of noodles, i cooked two! and i remember thinking that i wouldn't be able to finish. and of course, i couldn't finish... but at least i finished the two eggs!
5) I finished the book "cold mountain." what a horrible ending! but then, i knew it would be a bad ending. it was for sure that one of the lovers had to die. so predictable! which makes this a lousy book overall.
6) EUIJUNG!!! I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS!!! I MISS MISS MISS YOUYOUYOUYOUYOUYOU!!! THINK OF ME OKAY???