1) It's kind of hard. Three coaches teaching you three different techniques. And then when they come back to see your progress, they're annoyed thinking you didn't follow their instructions. I've like a grand total of FOUR different ways to do the barani. And to each coach, the three other ways are wrong. It's a bit frustrating. It's now the end of the June holidays. I've still to perform the perfect barani on the trampoline itself. And I ain't going for training for the next week due to blocks.
2) I've read so much on depression and bipolar disorders. Not to mention self-destructive behaviors. No, there's nothing wrong with me. It's for PW. And I think I'm getting down too. It's so depressing and worrying thinking and studying those topics.
3) I have several high and low points of my life. Haha. It's kind of like a bipolar disorder in itself. And I think I'm at the low end now. :(
4) Haha. Today something funny happened. I got Mr. Lim to watch my barani. The version I was currently doing was to put my hands up as I go over. Mr. Lim made me keep my hands to the side of my body as I did it. So I tried one. HILARIOUS. Without my hands as a guide for the pivotal point, I overturned. To the extreme. Haha. Landed flat on my back. And everyone was laughing. Haha. Must have looked like a total idiot. :D
5) Hm. Met Aly for the first time this holiday. Kind of fun. Chat up a bit. Went for nice lunch...
6) Home's kind of lonely now. Hmm, but I'm kinda used to it already. With Dad and Bro overseas, it's only me, mom and my other bro. I'm the only one at home most of the time. Kinda cool in a way. Get to have the whole house to myself. Do whatever I want.
7) I'm real stiff now.
8) OK. So I have two and a half days left to study maths, bio, chem, econs, GP, and chinese. FOUR subjects of which I have not started on yet. Basically, I'm not in a very comfortable situation to be in. Oh man, hate procrastinating. But I just procrastinate anyway. Sigh. Never ever learn from my past mistakes... :(