loser

I arrived before slow today which is a really rare thing. Had our bio lesson which was a waste of time. Time much better spent studying ourselves. Then we sat in the canteen waiting til eleven. Slow kept saying I should just go home first. But then if I'd just left her there, I wouldn't be considered her friend would I. So with much grumbling I settled myself down to wait. Then we started annoying each other. And we got so fed up in the end that we sat at opposite ends of the table and continued talking to each other at a distance. haha. She started throwing things at me. I started drumming the table. She stuffed her fingers into her ears. I started fanning myself with a book. She took my hair tie. I talked into space. ha ha. We were really annoyed with each other but it was really funny. Sometimes, I just wonder why I'm still friends with you slow. Then I borrowed 15 cents from her. And then ha ha we started talking about really deep stuffs. Like who's the prettiest in gym and who has the best figure. haha. I think I influenced her into lesbianism. muahahah. And then she took my phone to delete her number. Loser.

Sigh. Now I have to go chinese tuition. How tiring.

Buck up by Jetski

I'm very happy today,
So I'll tell you okay?
I went to school,
Thinking I'm oh-so-cool.
But then I was to be found,
Wearing the wrong uniform.
Cuz I didn't get the relay,
And Slow didn't say.
But I didn't get booked,
Cuz Nellie was the one to boot.

Next I found I didn't bring,
My gym shorts for gym.
And I only had PE shorts,
Matching it was not.
So I ended up wearing,
A maroon leotard, swearing,
That I had to be just like barney,
The others thought it was oh-so-funny.

But Mr Lim came at last,
And punish us, he must.
But it was only his welcome gift,
To bring us all grief.
Told him about lao shi,
He said rang ta qu si.
Which is why I said he's like a father,
As he won't let us suffer,
Well at least not under any other,
Cuz we're his joy and laughter.

And so my lovely day has come to an end,
With my bright future just around the bend.
Oh did I say how everyone thought,
That my hair was exactly what they sought.
Cuz they were playing with my hair,
Most annoyingly without care.
And to make this day better yet,
My dear Slow has just called to beg.
She wanted me to stay back tomorrow,
So I finally assented with sorrow.

I know this poem really sucks,
But I bet you'd have no better luck!

My ending

Hence, I solemnly conclude that I am happy to say that tonight I shall be losing a tiny bit of that weight gained. I'll make my air-con really cold. So I'll be freezing cold this night. You know how during cold days we always seem to lose weight as we burn fats to keep warm. Haha. I'm smart aren't I? And to cheer myself up, I'm listening to Jay Chou's songs. They're really nice to listen to when you're down. My current fav is Ba, Wo Hui Lai Le.

SUCKY DAY

"Why," you ask.
"I'll show you why," I say.

1) My butt hurts. Slow, do you know how difficult it is to sit? I say, I'm too thin for my own good. Haha.
2) During recess, I ate more than Georgina and Slow. I felt like such a glutton.
3) Alyssa boasted during gym that she didn't eat dinner last night. Meatball said the same thing too. We're all attempting to cut down on our weight for the height and weight measurements for the next PE lesson. Mine's tomorrow. Sadly, I couldn't boast what they said as well.
4) With the new teacher, all we do is redundant exercises that supposedly improve our crappy jumping. We havn't even done our routine for a long time. LIKE HELLO??? I DON'T THINK I CAN DO A BACKSOMER ANYMORE. YOU'RE NOT EVEN LETTING US TRAIN. JUST MAKING US SUFFER UNDER RELENTLESS TORTURE.
5) I couldn't sleep well last night. My bro was playing his computer games so loudly, and his light was on. I couldn't sleep. Even that new teacher asked why I was especially spaced out today.
6) She scolded me badly for not doing the straddle jumps properly. She said I was arching too much and for that, shouted a lot. Damnit. I was trying my best for her and she rewarded me by yelling. There's one thing I especially hate and that's being scolded by a teacher for injust reasons.
7) We found out that that China lao shi was Mr Lim's girlfriend... Mr Lim's gone. Everybody was comforting me... YEAH RIGHT. I ain't after Mr Lim. I just said he was very fatherly. What I'm trying to say here is, Mr Lim didn't even come for training today. Usually when I'm having a bad day at gym, his arrival always brightens me up.
8) I met two perverts today. One in the name of meatball and another was incidently, my teacher. Oh yeah, and one more. Wei Yee. Y'all know what you did. haha. Everybody was laughing.
9) I was reminded vividly of the day Vivian broke her leg. Aly was complaining her knees hurt. So that teacher made her sit on the crash mat and put her legs across to another crash mat so that part of the legs were over an open space. Then she commanded meatball to go sit on her knees. And you know how meatball has the most outstanding body mass. Anyway, everytime I rest my leg on a stool, my knees always hurt after awhile. Imagine having a considerable human weight on your knees, pressing it backwards, as if it would break your knees anytime. That was what it was like for Aly. Lao shi made her stay that way for 10 mins. She was screaming and laughing and crying in pain. Just like how Vivian was. And everytime meatball shifted her weight to make it lighter, she screamed even more. I volunteered to share the pain with her but lao shi won't even let me. Stupid. I'm so angry at what was done to Aly. But I don't blame meatball. And I like lao shi well enough. So I really don't know what to do with my anger.
10) Two people cried in gym today. Both because of the harsh training and teachers.
11) I lent 10 dollars to a friend yesterday. Met her today and she said she couldn't return it to me cuz other friends owe her money too. I only had 45 cents. So I had to borrow 1.20 from another friend to eat lunch. When we were leaving gym, I asked around for ten dollars cuz I remembered my ezlink card was running out of cash. Aly said she had. Then after that, I stupidly forgot to ask it from her. By the time I remembered, I was sitting alone at the bus stop. 45 cents was not enough for a bus ride. I had to use my EZlink card. By the time I got off, I only had 15 cents left. I was freaking out. I had no money, and I had as good as no Ezlink card. And I was still at Newton MRT. I couldn't call my bros, they would rather I walk all the way to Yio Chu Kang myself. I couldn't call my dad, he was working. I couldn't call mom, she would display a black face for days afterwards. I couldn't call my friends, I didn't want to trouble them. I comptemplated Slow, but then I really didn't want her to go all the way out of her house just to give me money. So, all I could do was hope and pray that 15 cents was enough to allow me into the MRT. It was. I was so relieved. When I got out, my card value was a minus 25 cents. After all that, I wasn't still at my home yet. Just as I walked past, I looked forlornly at the bus 825 which had just arrived. I couldn't ride it. 45 cents wasn't enough. Walking back took forever. I was so tired from gym, the long day, and the sleepless night before. Oh and the bag I was carrying. It wasn't that heavy but having a bag sling across one shoulder really hurts. My feet hurt, my butt hurts. By the time I reached the gatehouse, it was half an hour later. At 7.30. I tried to comfort myself. Saying that all this walking would cut down on my weight for the weight test tomorrow. But give me a break. I'd gained all that I'd lost back for dinner. Mom wasn't even home. So my bros and I ordered macs.

At that point, I really felt like breaking down. If you look back, you'd think but those are all small things that don't even get noticed. But no, it's that all those bad small things that happened add up to one lousy crappy day. One, I'm fatter. Two, I'm depressed. Three, everyone else is too. And isn't it funny slow? When we're mad, we feel like crying. Why is that? Oh but then you told me, it's cuz we're frustrated. Haha. It's so funny. Everytime we're together, we seem to talk a lot about serious stuffs like people's true characters. We're really deep. haha. even georgina said so.

And this night, I really miss eui jung more than ever. Write to me ok??? you still owe me one letter.

Dodge that ball!

Yes, we played something like dodgeball today for PE. haha. I told Slow I would protect her no matter what. Ended up, I knocked her out with the ball. lalalala. So what's the motto of the story? Kill all your friends and you will survive. Quite true. ha ha. I won two out of the three games. As in I was one of the last six standing with the ball. lalala. Meryl said I played rough. How interesting. haha. Well she was right. I fell twice. But damn fun lah. Great improvement. Last time, I used to be one of the first ones to be knocked out. haha. oh yeah, my butt still hurts. my toes haven't recovered. I think I got influenced by Aly. Now I'm getting clumsier. sigh.

OH YEAH. THAT TOOT SLOW SLAPPED ME HARD IN THE FACE TODAY. SHE WANTED TO AIM FOR MY CHEEKS BUT THEN SHE SAID CUZ I WAS TOO SHORT FOR HER SO SHE MISSED AND HIT THE SIDE OF MY HEAD!!! IT WAS DAMN PAIN LAH!!! AND SHE'S DAMN VIOLENT. SHE HIT SO HARD. I WAS LITERALLY SEEING STARS AFTER THAT. SLOW YOU TOOT. YOU'VE KILLED OFF A LARGE NUMBER OF MY BRAIN CELLS TODAY.

The Lord of the Rings soundtracks as well as the Pirates of the Carribeans' soundtracks are really great to listen too. Not much lyrics. Makes you happy and hyper!

oh yeah forgot

I know I have very long toes thanks very much. And yes, I know I'm bragging. Haha. But everyone should go look at slow's toes. They are damn creepy. Longest toes I've ever seen. CREEPY. And her fingers too. It's like omg. They remind me of skeletons. So long. But good for piano so that's great. Anyway, since mine are long, I always underestimate their length. So, yesterday, I was climbing up the stairs at home. I wanted to stop short at the stairs, but then, I underestimated my toes' lengths, so I kinda kicked them against the stairs. Big deal you might say. But I forgot to mention that I underestimated a LOT. IT WAS DARN PAINFUL.

I think I might have fractured another three toes... They're all swollen and they still hurt. pooey. Oh, and they can't bend all the way too. Hope they don't affect gym...

worn out

Just spent 1 and a half hours trying to figure out how to use Microsoft Excel. Finally created two charts by randomly clicking everywhere. I say, I'm smart!

And today, I had to go home with my art teacher, who incidently, is a guy... Really awkward. I bet all the people around us were thinking "Why this schoolgirl go out with DOM". (dirty old man)

Okay, short post. There's loads of homework today. Buhbye!

Hope slow doesn't see this...

Yes. This was what I gave to Michelle today. Funny thing was, I knew Michelle and Shirelle are twins. And I know they're in my class. But it just didn't get into my head that they have the same birthdays as well. haha. So, I told them to share this. haha. Anyway, this is a shaker in case you don't know. You know like those rattle toys for babies? haha. It's a homemade one. I made it out of the toy I got from the chocolate egg thingy. Sacrificed my black nail polish to paint it. Added some silver nail polish. Filled it with a key chain that made the rattling noise and used glitter glue to draw the words "shake me" and "my precious". haha. One of the best stuffs I've ever made. :D hope you like it michelle.
Now this... ha ha. I made it for Slow. Her birthday was in January. According to her, I was told when her bday was a few months ago and refused to believe it. She had to take out her IC to make me believe. Thus, this is your five months belated bday prezzie slow. Looks like you rite? Especially those DROOPY AND BLUR eyes. haha. The ball I got from that toy machine. I filled the inside with cotton wool. Glued pieces of string on top(nasty job). Taped the opening with that lovely and ultra cool tape I bought b4 the hols. Drew the face. Behind says "twick me" and the bottom says "I'm slow. What's inside?" haha. Then those springs I got from used pens and glued them there. REALLY TOUGH JOB. They just won't stick. They're probably gonna fall off tomorrow when I give it to slow. Haha. Then the paper clips. Impossible to glue. They're drooping and gonna fall of soon. All in all, I pronounce it a very fine bday present. It may have cost me nothing. But I at least put hours and my whole heart into it. For your info Slow, this took my two days to do. You'd better appreciate it. Oh btw, haha. It was supposed to be a paper holder. But I don't think it can hold anything. haha.

Next up. I am proud to announce that the word DISCOMBOBULATING DOES EXIST. ANNOYING PEOPLE WHO DON'T BELIEVE ME. GO READ TODAY'S NEWSPAPER. THE WORD IS IN THERE SOMEWHERE. And I'd like to say I learned the word 5 years ago. My friend was telling me about it. I took it up. But my family wouldn't believe it exists, not even my cousin who is a pharmacist. HMPH. WELL I SHOWED YOU! And discombobulating means confusing. haha. aptly suited isn't it?

strange...

I have no idea why, but I suddenly have this strange affection for sour plums. Okay, it's not the sour ones but the sweet ones but then there're no such things as sweet plums. It's really weird. I used to hate sour plums. Or maybe that's cuz I didn't really take much notice of them.

Anyway, haha. I went to school today, and all I could think of was JAY CHOU! HAHAHA. Turns out, quite a few people watched Initial D last night. Haha. Slow as usual doesn't even know what that show is. And then for the first time ever, I proclaimed my love for a guy in public. Jay Chou of course! haha. What's wrong with that you ask. Well, cuz usually when I proclaim my love, it's for a girl. haha. Anyway, Trish watched it too and then we were all 'screaming' over him. haha. Then Slow said I was mad. I think I was too. Cuz for chinese lesson, the teacher wanted us to come out and speak about our holiday in chinese. I wanted to volunteer to go out and proclaim my love over jay chou but thought that wouldn't really score me high marks.

And dang it. First day of school and I already got booked. How sad. Stupid red-color hair tie. I think I'm going to get detention this time. I just don't understand. In terms of behavior and appearance, I'm like the most nerdy of people. My socks are damn high, my uniform's damn long, and I always tie up my hair. AND I always greet teachers. But somehow I always get booked for the wrong color hair ties, being late for school, and my negligence of scrutinizing my eyes out of the timetable thus leading to the situation of me wearing the wrong attire. It's unfair, I tell you. I don't want to be booked and I can't help being late for school or wearing the wrong attire. I'm just blur and being late is cuz of my bros who take half an hour to comb their hair. And sour plums are just so nice. yum.

haha. Speaking of getting booked, the prefecterial nominations are coming up. Haha. And then slow made the silliest proclaimations ever. She said, our teacher will probably nominate me for a prefect. Now that is just plain silly. Look how many times I've gotten booked. Even more than her! And I can't stand up for myself. So I'll probably get bullied or be too lenient. As you can see from Slow's abusive treatment of me. She just whacked me more than three times today. And it hurts. But then she argued that our teacher really likes me but I said that's cuz I actually volunteer to speak during CE lessons. haha. Then Trish, Slow and I had a bet. I said Xiao Min our class rep will be nominated. They say no I will be nominated. So we're each betting one dollar each. Then scaredy slow backed out and said she's not betting but just watching. COWARD!!! Anyway, so yeah. I have full confidence that I'll gain one dollar by the time the prefectorial nominations are over. haha.

omg. Jay chou just soooo rocks. I like his role in Initial D. He acts so blur and cute. haha. And his father is soo cool. Smoking that cigarrette all the time. Man, they really followed the manga quite a bit. That's good! oh gosh. One of the bestest show i've ever ever watched! yippeee!

It's past eleven

1) Havn't finished homework yet.
2) Havn't packed my bag.
3) Havn't decided how to go to school tomorrow. There're so many books.
4) And all I can think about is Initial D of which aly I know has just watched too. haha.
5) And I'm still taking the time to blog this. haha.

Omg, Initial D rocks! Jay Chou rocks! His songs rock! I've always wanted to watch this show but never ever got a chance to. And now, I've watched it!!! yippeee. okok. Got to go now. But I must say, this is one of the best movies I've watched!

hans zimmer rocks. multiple jacks' great

Haha. I'm always like let's get a pet! Then my whole family would say we already have one at home. It's a monkey. (They're refering to me in case you don't know) haha.

Just had my usual two kosong and one egg with teh tarik. Dad and I love roti pratas.

Then, after that, we went for a short ride to lower pierce resovoir i think. Saw monkeys. Dad took the camera along and I became camerawoman! I think I take very good pics. Don't you think so? And yay, today no chinese tuition! My teacher cancelled it cuz she got something on tonight.

Isn't it cute?

Now that's one looong tail.

Aww... This one really loves standing up. lalala. Stand up, stand up for singapore...

I just love this pose.

Oh look! A group of monkeys.

The Ring Sets Out

No one came for tramp training today 'cept for Aly. Haha. I had Aly all to myself. We slacked most of the time. The lao shi won't let us off the tramp. And we're so pissed cause that lao shi thinks we cannot do the 360 degrees backdrop turn. So she won't let us do even when we tried to. Then most of the time we just set on the tramp watching Slow do her routine. hahaha. It's really amusing. I mean, ok if you were an outsider, you would think she looks rather cool. But then, if you know her, you'd be like omg. She looks damn blur and what is that she's doing? It's SO not her. And whenever Aly and I looked at her, we'd burst out laughing. It was so funny.

And yes Aly, now you know how I felt on Wednesday. And Slow, you'd better stop spamming my tagboard. Cuz I MIGHT just think you're in love with me. And who knows... what might happen then...

Ooh my. Just found a movie ticket on my desk. Mine of course. X-men: The Last Stand. Dated 25. May. 2006. Wow. What's it doing on my desk? Haha. You should see my desk. It's beyond cluttered. Haha. I was telling how messy my desk was to Slow a few months back. Then she was like yours can't compare to mine. Then she went over to my place for the stupid CE MV. Then she was like ... ok I see your point. HAHA. But I don't want my desk to be neat. I prefer it to be messy. Cuz then, it looks more homely and in use. You could say it's my style. haha.

Sigh, my bro took the hamster back to his friend yesterday I think. I kinda miss it. But I would rather it stay in my bro's friend's hands. Don't wanna return a dead animal. haha.

YAaawn. I'm sleepy. Ha. But I think I'll watch bleach and naruto first before I sleep. heehee.

shiampo?

Lalalala. I've got homework too, you guys. But somehow, unlike you all, I'm taking it easy. What's there to worry about? It's just homework. All you need to do is finish it for god's sake. Why freak out? Haha. I think I'm talking about Slow here. Yep.... She's freaking out.

And I'm proud to say that I've been doing homework all day. Oh with the computer by my side of course. So it's not that surprising that I'm doing it at a slow pace. Haha. Pun intended, Slow. So, now I'm doing a birthday card for Whitley. Aly reminded me. Haha. They'll laugh when they see it.

hmm. And I can't wait for that Initial D by Jay chou show!!! Yippeee. Always wanted to watch it. It's in... oh darn it. Forgot the channel. But I know it's a chinese channel.. And I know it's this sunday at... DANG IT. Forgot the time too... But I know it's not in the morning. haha. I'll probably hang around the TV all day! Not too unpleasant a thought... haha.

Been listening to music nonstop today. Somehow, they havn't run out yet.

And I'm currently debating bout halting piano lessons till I finish O levels. But mom thinks I'll forget everything and then I have to start a few grades back again. But that won't happen if I practice often which won't probably happen anyway. haha.

Sesese. It's a game. You probably don't know what, right. HAAA. You'll probably never ever know.

The Path to My Mind

That was the name to the book I made when I was about 11. Haha. I practically laughed out loud. I did essays, biographical writings, stories, poems, riddles, newspaper writings, book summaries, and comics. It's about 78 pages.

Anyway, why I laughed? I can't believe the things I wrote. HAHA. I wrote a fake newspaper article on a friend whose mom won't give allowances becuase he flushed her underwear down the toilet. HAHA. And because I knew my teacher was gonna grade the book, I wrote stuff like how not to give too much homework and how to be a teacher's pet. HAHA.

Then I wrote about how raccoons got their two black eyes. One raccoon went to a bday party and got spashed with pink paint in his eyes. So he looked for a paint remover. Unfortunately, he didn't see that someone had emptied it and put permanent black paint instead. So he got the black eyes. HAHA. what crap...
Oh, but the stuffs I love most are the 'crack up' riddles. HAHA.
First one:
I snore loudly, I like mud,
I make horn sounds when I cough, but I do not bark.
Very smelly am I when I do not take a bath,
And, it is very noisy when I laugh.
I am not a bird though you wil think I might,
I am the most despise, I am the kind that rich people dislike. Who am I?
Second one: I help kids everyday. If you drop me, I'd fall with a loud boom. Heavy I am for a child, but certainly not for a man. I help people to see words better. I can make a rainbow, if you bend me the right way, I will be as bright as the sun in the day. Neither a sun nor cloud that you would think I am. What am I?
Third one:
I give people knowledge, so they buy me,
I only have a head, but I cannot see.
Three hands I have, that go around and around,
Always touching the wall, never on the ground.
I am always moving day and night,
And though I have a head, I do not bite.
I know how to count, since I feel numbers all the time,
I make a rhythm as I move along, and I taste worse than lime! What am I?
Fourth one:
What do you call a cat that drinks lemonade?
Fifth one:
Why is a story like a kangaroo?
Sixth one:
Why is a parent like a person who likes bright things?
Seventh one:
Why is a gay like a depressed guy?

OMG. They are soooo lame. I can't believe I actually did them. haha. But I can make more on the spot. Like why is the human population like the post office? Why is the shopping mall like the boat? haha. okok. I WILL stop. haha.

F.I.R. rocks

Haha. Forgot to mention that I met a pervert in the name of meatball in school yesterday. Lol. Darn funny.

So, I'm doing homework. I've got this problem. I'm supposed to collect newspapers. And I found out mom threw the old ones already. Anyone know where to get newspapers from a month ago?

Oh haha. And I'm actually looking at the online lessons for maths. Haha. I'm guilty cuz I wasn't listening during the last few lessons of maths so now I dunno how to do the problems. Which is why I'm looking at the online lessons now!

Yesterday my family and I went out (except for my second bro). Then I realized that I was dressed ENTIRELY IN WHITE. I was like shiiiiiit...

Sigh... I DON'T LIKE GYM TRAINING ANY MORE!!! BOOHOOO... It seems that to the teacher, whatever I do is wrong. And ever since I came back, I've never got one chance in doing my routine!!! Like what is this??!!! I mean she's nice and all that but her teaching is like bleahhh!!! Oh by the way, I found out on Tuesday that seven years ago, WHEN SHE WAS OUR AGE, she could do all thos cool routines. Like thriple somersauts and spins and all that. I was like omg. But then she told me that's cuz she didn't have to attend school and trained everyday for over three years. Wow...

This year's june holidays is the worst ever... And people keep asking me what I wanna be when I grow up. I don't know... But just so as to be able to answer their question, I would say zoologist. Haha. Let's see what I really end up in the future. Probably as far from that as possible.

Oh and people, when you can't find stuffs you want on the internet, try different search engines. Like askjeeves or dogpile. My teacher taught us that. I think his name was Mr. Rodgers. Can't remember...

I feel like taking a break. SO I SHALL. haha. Let's chat. Hmm... Oh yah. Haha. I remember last time, for New Year, dad brought home a HUNDRED fireworks!!! There were all kinds. My bros and I were whooping for joy. And we used them all up in just three days. New Year's Eve, New Year's Day and the day after. Ha ha. We even had the huge ones that fire up really bright in the sky. Dad would fire them in the night. Then our maids, driver, and security guards and EVEN the dogs would watch. Ha ha. But I would always close my eyes cuz they were really loud and I didn't like loud sounds. But if I did that for every firework fired, I would have to keep them close all the time. Haha. Cuz even our neighbors and everyone from everywhere were firing fireworks. The sky was really cool. Loads of colors. And the dogs were barking. It was really really fun.

And I especially love HALLOWEEN!!! I lived in South Forbes Village. It was a really big one. There were loads of houses. So on Halloween, I would go to all the houses in a car and collect sweets. You would think this is nothing, but I have to mention, the people who lived in that village were SUPER DUPER RICH. So yeah, they gave OMG A LOT OF SWEETS AND CHOCS AND CANDIES. I would bring back bags full of them for my brothers to share. Cuz my brothers were oh-so-mature for all this kind of things that they shouldn't be going around collecting sweets. So I had to do all the work for them. haha. But it was really fun. And they had haunted houses, witches, people in monster outfits, and music. It was great.

oops. okok. shall go back to studying. buh bye guys!

LIke open doors huh...

So... for the first time ever, I skipped training. haha.

Went with slow and aly and her two friends to Mr. Lau's remedial. HAHA. It was so funny. He's really lame. He was like "I should make you stay back one week at the end of the year." Then aly was like "To study ah?" Then I said "Like a hot date?" Then he said "no. Not hot date. Hot DATES." HAHA. Then he was like telling us not to keep our chem books neat. He went "I remember by the time of the end of the year, my book was like giam cai like that." haha. so funny. Then he said "I trust that you all have been reading. Please... don't give me a heart attack," or something like that. haha.

Then OMG. He started calling me "Qi Qi." HAHA. Then when Aly and Slow heard, we were laughing like mad. Really reminded us of a certain someone. haha. Then then, he was so lame! He borrowed Slow's file pretending to check something. Turns out, he was actually finding out her name. Cuz after he handed it back, he could suddenly call her by her name! haha.

Oh, and I thought I had short term memory? He actually complimented me for studying. Then he went "You studied right?" Then I was like "no." Then he went "Did you flip through at all?
I was like no cuz that was true. I hadn't looked in the chem bk since the holidays started. haha. Then he went to ask all the others. They were like yeah they flipped through a bit. Except for Slow of course. HAHA. I'm like SO SMART. I never study still can answer questions the others who actually did cannot. haha. Oh, not to mention I actually havn't studied since the last chem test. haha.

Oh, then after that, we went to play awhile in the gym. While the others had to train. haha. Aly left. What I didn't know was that she had to tell the lao shi THAT I WAS STAYING FOR CONDITIONING. So, when I tried to escape and go home, she said I CANNOT. So, I had to slug on like all the others. Darn it. ALY! I'LL GET YOU FOR THIS. Not to mention that I'm sorely aching after two weeks of gaining weight. grrrr...

OMG. AHHAHA. one more thing to mention. Cuz I was like pinching Slow's cheeks cuz she pinched mine. Then Mr. Lau saw. He was like "Girls ah. Is there something wrong with you? You're acting sooo.... intimate. Affectionate." AHAHAHAHAH!!!

OK. Goodnight all.

SMOCH

So, I went to hwa chong today to train. After that, Aly and I went on a HOT DATE to SGH to do CIP. Sigh, the new teacher was there to train us. I wanted to train by ourselves. Annoying. She made us do stuffs. And attempted to correct my already-hopeless routine. And you know I've a weak upper back. Dangit. It's aching like mad now. Arms, shoulders, back, legs and neck. Oh, my stomach too. And did I mention that it's difficult to swallow now cuz of my neckache? haha. And she made us "play" on the tramp. Then when we went to say goodbye to Mr. Lim he asked "Why y'all play on the tramp? Who ask you go play? Come here to play is it?" We said "No lah. That lao shi made us play. Not like we want to play! haha." He said "waaah. Gan pian wo??? FIFTY PUSHUPS!!!" Then Wang Jiao Lian attempted to save us "San shi ge ah? Mr Lim: "San shi ge? Xiao ah. Wu shi ge!" haha. Then we were laughin as we did it. Stupid lah. He just found a lame excuse to show his 'tender' affection for us.

And after that, we took a bus back to school and took 190 from there. The pic below was taken in the bus stop outside school. haha. Can you see that I'm attempting to smile the way Aly smiles for ALL pics? haha.


We packed medicines there. Sigh, yup Aly and I got cuts from the silly metal thingys. haha. And we kept on talking about funny stuffs. And then I talked to her in chinese! To improve my chinese! And guess what! haha. Aly said that when I speak chinese, I sound like a TAIWANESE. WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! Looks like those taiwan dramas are getting to me now. haha. So, you guys better watch out! One day, I might just BEAT YOU IN CHINESE! So, we worked four hours. Packing medicines. Quite fun really. At first, I was faster than Aly. But towards the end, she got faster than me! That's my aly. She's perfect. haha.

I think we were quite loud actually. We were laughing and talking a lot. haha. Hope we didn't annoy the people there. haha. And then, I didn't know where the MRT was, so Aly told me to just follow the crowd which I did. But there was this one tiny problem. At one point, the crowd I was following SPLIT INTO TWO EQUAL PARTS. I was like oh.... no. haha. But I chose the left fork. Turns out, they were all going towards the same place. There was just two different ways of going there. And apparently, I took the more tiring but safer route.

So... sorry Mr. Lim. But I don't like training now. This is a first coming from me. I don't want to start from the beginning again. I don't want to 'play'. I just want to do my routine until I get better. That's all. haha. That's why, I'm skipping training for the first time tomorrow! To go to chem remedial instead. haha. With Aly and Slow of course.

And this is for george lee. Really miss you.

phew. no more.

So, today was my first day back at gym. Mr. Lim literally welcomed me with open arms. Once he saw me, his face split with his big wide smile. haha. Oh, did I mention his welcome back gift was to make me do 30 straddle jumps even though I was only 5 mins late? Oh, one more thing to note, today was the FIRST DAY I went to school myself. Just as I walked to the bus stop, my bus came. I was like, wow so lucky ah. So I got to the Yio Chu Kang MRT station. Just as I came onto the platform, the MRT came. I thought wah, so lucky! Then, when I got into the MRT and was waiting for the doors to close and move on. I was like thinking, "hmm. There's something nagging at the back of my mind... what is it ah...? hmm. Correct train mah. Isn't this the train I always take to go home from school? so what's wrong with that. THEN, just as the doors started closing, I thought, "But am I not going in the opposite direction? Shouldn't I take the OPPOSTIE TRAIN???" AND BEFORE I COULD PROCESS THAT THOUGHT, THE DOORS CLOSED ON ME. Sooo, I went to Khatib. And you know how from Khatib to Yio Chu Kang is like the longest train ride? It's like 15 mins there and back. And knowing the fact that I was late, I smsed Aly. ONLY TO FIND OUT SHE WAS LEAVING ME ALONE AT GYM TODAY!!! I was like crap, what a bad day. Then I took 700 from Newton. Then omg so creepy i was the only one on the bus. Then as it stopped at my stop, only the front doors opened! I had to walk there and I banged into the railing. like ouch... And the bus driver seemed oddly angry with me. dunno why. haha. then when I got down, I went to look for the button to press so that I can cross the road. ONLY to find there was none, and ONLY TO FIND OUT AS I LOOKED UP THAT THE LIGHT WAS ALREADY GREEN. sigh. this is like the third time. haha. And after all that, I still got there only five minutes late. I'm soo good.

lalala. madd

yia Kuan and I at Island Cremary.
haha. my room! Those words came from our old gym board before the open house. haha. aly took the letter A, G, and Y. she was trying to make her name. The letter L from the G. Anyway, while I was pasting those up, I realized that what she took made up a word GAY. HAHAHA. well, I decided to leave this incomplete word as a state of art in my room.
ahha. Love this wall the most. The center poster was my bday present last year or the year before from my bro. so sweet. Think it was one of the very first presents we gave to each other. Those at the sides are taken from a magazine. Oh, that toy there at the side was given by my dad. And the winnie pooh tissue box was given for my bday years ago by a cousin.
and this was the book I was talking about on saturday. yup. CUTE RIGHT. which is why I broke my vow to not waste money and bought it. with mom's money of course. well she consented so not my fault! anyone recognize it? yup. That Riku from Bleach. Cept they change the hair color. haha and that perverted teddy bear.
And this is what I did on the inside. haha. nice right? i know lah. i know.

Macro function

Instructor and his friend taught me how to use macro function. so cool. those are the island cremary spoons. haha. That's Loo Chin's camera and a pic we took in island cremary. we left a pic there. hope they paste it up!
That's the pippette we used everyday. haha. gonna miss it. its a 10-100 microlitre pippette or however you spell it.
The tubes we used and the holder. in the background you can see a centrifuge.
ahha. my fav pen in the world. Pilot G2-07. I use it all the time.

haha.I'm going mad. I'm supposed to be studying

sooo cool. Canal, got bird. in the middle go zoom in.
really unexpected. a lone plant growing on the sill.
the road from the overhead bridege. so endless. haha. sorry but I like this kind of pics.
canal again. green.
corridor. haha. love this kind of pics.

More...

haha. This is what we can see from outside the lab window. Left is hwa chong, right is nanyang high school.
This is the uh... growing of bacteria? You can't really see but there are dots that are white and blue. To summarize, the white means successful and the blue vice versa. Something to do with beta-galactosidase and X-gal. Too hard to explain here.
haha. This is through the fluorescence microscope. So I put my camera lense all the way up to one of the eye holes. so cool. And it still can zoom in! haha. but it's really difficult cuz I have to keep my hands really steady or I won't be able to see anything. oh. Thos are the bacteria cells who've got the DNA we want planted in their plasmics. The big rods are some foreign fibre. We don't know how they even got there.
haha. You can't see much here. But in the uh.. a little below the middle and a little towards the right, you can see something glowing green no? It's the gene I'd got. Thing is, mine didn't work. so they cheated and used another. It's a bit worn out by now, so you can't really see much. That's cuz the florescence light actually kills the E. coli. That's the bacteria I'm using now.
aha. More bacteria. They're not actually mobile. But they're moving cuz of the liquid they are in. Bit creepy. You should have been there to see it. I took a video but have can't post it so yeah. imagine you have all these crawling all over yourself right now. haha.

Something bout what I've been doing over the past two weeks

Gel Electrophoresis. Yup, our instructor doesn't help us do this like in school. We do everything ourselves from making the gel to inserting DNA fragments to running the gel.
Now, this is gel extraction. We cut out the gel and dissolve it by putting it in a hot water bath and vortexing it every five minutes. Then, if I'm not wrong, we do a miniprep on what's left to extract the DNA... I can't remember.
This is the area where I've been sitting for the past two weeks. haha. When I first came, I was like, omg sooo professional and all that. But now it's like, something close to the school's classroom.
This is the area for gel electrophoresis. You can see the sign that says DANGER Ethidium Bromide a known carcinogen or whatever. meaning you get cancer. Cuz to be able to see the DNA under UV light, you need to stain it with ethidium bromide. When ethidium bromide is connected to DNA, it glows under UV. so yeah. And just to note, Yia Kuan and I have been working in this area for the past two weeks. Did I mention that I think I touch the area with my bare arm? haha. We're supposed to work with gloves. but you know how clumsy and blur I am...
haha. I'm always so fascinated by this every time I see it. I always feel like pulling the lever and seeing what happens next. haha. and yes, I know what it's there for.

This's where I live

yupyup. so cool rite... I live beside a forest! love my place. Birds are really noisy every morn. And we see all kinds of birds! Even had one blue one fly into the corridor outside.
I especially love this part. See the two trees? yup. Once, the sun set right between them! It was so damn cool. Reminds me of The Lion King. haha. Dunno why.
ahha. Can you see the shadows at the bottom? that's called a shadow made by my condo block.
haha. love the field. And that tree in the middle. When it rains a lot, a temporary pool actually forms just at the base of the trunk. It's sooo cool lah.
Yeah. If you zoom in to the prevous picture, you can see this! haha.

PICTURES!!! I finally got the card reader from dad.

This is my bro's hamster! sosososo cute rite!!??It's running the wheel. Loves to do that.
So, it saw me taking a picture and stopped to look at me. omg. This reminds me so much of eggie. haha.
sooooo cute!!! careful though. If it get angry, it bites. I have bitter experiences from that. oh btw, it's attempting to bite its way through the cage. Does that EVERY SINGLE DAY. annoying sounds it makes. But if you don't hear it, there's something wrong...
So, I let it out of the cage to run around. yup aly and mr. lim. you should recognize that. It's a puma bag. haha.

dad's day

Yep. Dad came back today. It was supposed to be a surprise visit cause he was supposed to be in China till tuesday. Haha. But then it just so happened that mom and I were looking out the window when we saw his beloved red van. (we have two vehicles that's why mom still fetches me to NJC) haha. Then mom was like is that his van? then i was like could be. haha. then we ran over to the other windows to see if the van turn in to our block. it did. haha. then we saw him get out of the van. so i ran downstairs to give HIM a surprise instead. haha.

so, we ate at Swensen's at Thomson Plaze. Had breaded chicken menieere or something. Was asking dad to pronounce it. He couldn't. so I asked mom. She couldn't. Asked bro. HE couldn't either. haha. Then we had ice cream. We were laughing a lot cause my oldest bro who ordered the ice cream was sitting opposite dad. Which is bad cause dad has a bad reputation with eating up all the ice cream. haha. Mom keeps retelling the story whenever we eat ice cream. Once a long long time ago, when my bro was just a kid, I think I wasn't borned yet, he had ice cream which was dripping. So dad volunteered to help him lick it up so that it wouldn't be so messy. But instead, HE PUT THE WHOLE ICE CREAM IN HIS MOUTH, and when it came out, only the cone was left. haha. then when my bro saw it, he started bawling his eyes out. hahaha. Then mom said my bro cannot laugh along with us, cuz he has to be the one who pays since it's father's day and he's the only kid who gets pay now. the fee was a HUNDRED BUCKS PLUS PLUS. wow. good thing I ain't payin'. haha. Mom was asking me to volunteer a portion of the bill. I refused oh-so-politely.

oh haha. Then today, when we went out for Swensen's I let my hair down! What's wrong with that you might ask. Thing is, this' the first time this year that I let my hair down when I go out. Why? Cuz usually I think it's too hot or too messy or it gets in the way. Moreover, I haven't cut my hair since last year. haha. That reminds me. In sec one, I had this friend who had REALLY REALLY long hair. I was amazed. So I asked her how long she took to grow it. She said two years. So I said to myself, I'm going to do that. haha. And that's what I did. Except, I couldn't last the last two months. That uber cool, crazy cousin brought me to a famous salon. And I cut my hair! Really really short. Ok, not that short. But short enough so that it was diffcult to tie my hair. And that guy really really layered my hair SO MUCH. So that when I came back to school, my friends was like you botak is it? And til now, I haven't cut my hair since. To save money and cuz I'm just too lazy. haha. Oh, when I cut my hair, it wasn't even waist-length yet. Which was really sad. But it was quite close!

omg. why am I even talking about hair??? That's so not me. Ok, back to the story. Oh by the way, Aly has such LOVELY hair. I love her hair. It's so silky and thick and straight. Wei Yee's one too!

oops. haha. Oh, just watched Eragon. IT'S SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT. i was practically moaning throughout the show. Horrible. They missed out so many nice parts. The movie is too fast-paced. Even my parents couldn't understand it and I had to explain to them. Sigh. My friends, go read the book. It's so much better. Oh, I would love to lend it to y'all but my STUPID bro had to go lend it to his friend for over half a year. AND he's too lazy to go call the friend to GET IT BACK. I'm so pissed. Oh, and not just ONE BOOK, BUT TWO BOOKS. Eragon and Eldest. ANNOYING. And I SO can't wait for book three to come out!!!

Just watched the 300. Nice nice show. really great special effects. the gory parts look real too. omg. And I was groaning over the parts in Eragon when it showed him fighting alongside saphira. It was SO FAKE.

happy happy today. Watched the korean drama My Foxy Lady. haha. Can you believe it, I finished the first five episodes TODAY. haha. and guess what, there're no ENGLISH subtitles. sigh. Borrowed from my aunt and uncle who only understand chinese. So had to deal with the chinese subtitles. and guess what. yep. I CAN UNDERSTAND. uh huh. I'm smart. Oh, you guys should go watch it. It's darn funny. in a sick way of course. but still funny! haha.

aannnddd. I'M GOING BACK TO GYM TOMORROW!!! SCREAMS. lalala. finally can lose all the extra weight I've gained. really weird. Seems that when I don't have gym, I eat more. But then, now that I know I'm going back to gym, I couldn't eat much over the past couple of days. weird. shouldn't it be the other way round? and and and, my knee is crap now! I think I really will have bad rheumatism when I get old. Cuz I felt it in the car just now. I was sitting in the middle. The air-con was blowing right at my knee, then my knee started aching really bad! boohoo. I'm getting old!!! I think I can see wrinkles on my skin now! And I'm getting deaf! Cuz I can't seem to hear well. And I can't smell for nuts. I won't even notice the odd smell til you tell me.

ok. It's really late right now. But I couldn't resist typing all this down. Havn't gotten the card reader from dad yet. so i can't upload the pics. haha. you'll laugh when you see them people! oh and I went to stickgal's website. yeah, it's really interesting. very connotative. alright guys. A very good night to y'all!

lost

I just realized I've been listening to Corinne May's songs nearly everyday without realizing it. I like the song will you remember me and one other i dunno the title. it starts with i dream i fly i cry then blah blah.

just ate eight jiao zi or however you spell it. dunno why I didn't eat my usual twelve. I think I'm sub consciously losing weight so that I'll be able to at least jump for gym on monday. GYM HERE I COME!!!

just bought a cute cute notebook. took pics of it. shall upload it next time when I get the card reader back.

I'm currently debating with myself about whether or not I should paint my room and draw anime on the walls. Mom put that idea into my head.

And Aly darling. I shall be coming back to you on Monday! Await me with open arms!!!

ooh. I like mr. beasley too! nice nice. ok. now i shall get back to doing my tuition homework. i have chinese tuition later.

tata people!

hey all

1) last day of attachment. super fun. played with Loo Chin's camera. It's uber cool. it's those professional cameras of which u use to take birds and all that. can really zoom in a lot.
2) used a fluorescent microscope today. quite interesting. saw the bacteria fluoresce under UV light. haha. then took vid and pics using camera.
3) took a lot of pics today. me loo chin and yia kuan.
4) was saying goodbye to the lab verbally.
5) and now rachel my junior had to go dislocate something. sigh. i think our gym is really cursed this year. so many injuries. didn't even win anything.
6) and now. i have to get back to work. homework. stupid. spent two weeks doing the attachment program. next week will be spend doing homework. I only had the first one week of fun and half of that was taken up for homework anyway. quite sad.
7) im tired. two nights of not sleeping early in a row has exhausted me. and i just went thru the trauma of going to NJC the first time myself today by taking 855 ( a bus i've never taken b4) and 852. I was practically guessing the spot to drop off. I hate going out.
8) Im going to sleep at nine today. and that's that. so cya pple.
P.S. yay going back to gym next week. two weeks of no workout and all my muscles have gone. a PE teacher told me that. sigh. start from scratch again i guess. then i still have to do cip. oh yah. GYM HERE I COME. I MISS YOUYOUYOUYOU!!! IM GOING TO JUMP TILL IM SUPER UBER HIGH!!! PUN INTENDED! HAHAHAHHA!

tired out.

1) I just attended a bio attachment program, returned a stupid chinese book to the library, practiced piano, washed the dishes, made a card, written an infinite scientific report I've never done before, delt with fawning, endless online friends (:D), attempted to remember stuffs from one week before all the way til now (which is like impossible for me), and called a friend to discuss what time I shall be arriving in NJC tomorrow which will be 8 which means I have to wake up at 6.30 meaning I'll probably get six hours sleep which is further worsened by the fact that I slept late yesterday and my habit of sleeping a lot.
2) I played with dry ice today. and inhaled a lot of carbon dioxide gas. only to be told later that it's bad for me. and the fact that it emitted green color vapours due to unknown causes could only mean it was hazardous and toxic. Moreover, I was playing around with a spray mount just now and breathing in a lot of gas, only to read later on the can that the vapor may cause eye, skin, nose and throat irritation and may affect the central nervous system causing dizziness, headache and nausea. Intentional misuse by deliberately concentrating and inhaling the contents may be HARMFUL or FATAL. I guess I'm gonna fall sick soon. Not to mention that I've been working around bacteria colonies and ethidium bromide which is a carcinogen meaning it causes cancer. and i know i've touched it with my bare hands too. by accident of course.
3) I need sleep. so this will be a short post. good nigh'all.

This is the title.

1) haha. I just faxed something! I learnt to fax today. quite cool really. I can't believe the phone has a scanner and a printer installed inside. It's so cool! I mean, it has like three functions then! a printer, phone and scanner all-in-one. haha! oh yeah, I faxed the character analysis for yesterday's chinese book. Can you believe it? I actually read and did a character analysis on a CHINESE book in just two days. And this includes having to go for the bio attachment program. And remember that i said our experiment failed and we have to catch up? Yeah, so that means I come home at seven these two days. HA. I'm sooo fantastic. haha.
2) ok. I feel like a complete dork today. I went to the button at the traffic light junction to press it so that the light will turn green. Without realizing that it was ALREADY green... And guess what... I had to do that two times. One in the afternoon and one in the late afternoon. And I swear passerbys were laughing at me. How sad... I guess I got too used to lights turning red on me.
3) I had three eggs today! I just love eggs. Especially the egg yolk in hard-boiled eggs. Did I tell you my grandfather had eight eggs a day? So i guess that's where my habit came from. haha. and I was in island cremary today! for lunch. We shared one scoop of burnt caramel between three people. and guess who had to pay for it... haha.
4) And I just realized blogging makes me happy! I dunno why. Maybe becuz... I dunno, it makes me feel so oh... POPULAR!? HAHAHAHA! okok lah. just kidding.
5) I just love that song that thing you do. No matter how many times I hear it, I never tire of it.
6) haha. today darn funny. I was a bit hyper after lunch. Was skipping about. haha. Just so happened that I was carrying two unstoppered tubes of bacterial infesting in LB medium. ha ha. guess what happened. yep... I spilt bacteria all over. haha. was laughing away.
7) ha ha. I was really really blur today. Dunno why. I attempted five times to suck up buffers with a micro pippette WITHOUT the pippette tip. Fortunately, Loo Chin was there to stop me. And he said I was crazy. haha. Cuz I was like taking pictures of everything. haha. He even realized I was blur. Cuz I was transferring liquid into 18 tubes. Then I was trying to keep count. Then he was like this to Yia Kuan: Say any number. She'll surely get confused. so blur. haha. BUT I DIDN'T. haaaa...
8) yay! hamstee likes me today. Turns out, it's too lazy to break open the sunflower seeds to eat them. That's why it doesn't eat much. So I broke them open for it to feed it. haaa. and it ate right out of my hand! it likes me!!!
9) I seem to like black, inky pens. haha. I stoled one from my brother. oh and a correction tape too. He hasn't found out yet. :D
10) oh. one interesting tidbit. Do you know that my fingernails turn black when they're cold? haha. not solid black lah. just blue-black. like iodine. haha.

i said i was lame didn't i. so don't blame me.

1) HAHA. I feel so accomplished. Today is the very first day in which I actually completed my very first chinese story in a chinese book. I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED!!! and the best part is... I UNDERSTAND THE PLOT. not the details of course. BUT THE PLOT!!! HAHAHAHA!!! I'm so good. Well, at least I know my chinese is improving! And guess what, I dunno whether I've blogged bout this, but my chinese overall score is only less than one mark below the average score. HAHA! beat that guys!!! I have a feeling that I'll catch up by sec four. you just wait!!!
2) hmm. today, my bro had to be fetched to turf city by 7.30. So, mom and I had quite a bit of time for breakfast. I had two kosongs and one egg as usual. Mom had one egg and one kosong. She couldn't finish her kosong. So I finished half for her. In total, I had two and a half kosong and one egg roti prata and teh tarik for breakfast. haha. Mom only had coffee and one egg and half kosong roti prata. anyway, i was forcing my drink down after that. but I felt satisfied. haha. you know roti pratas make me happy.
3) We loaded the gel. And viewed our results. They failed on us... for the fourth time... I was damn sad lah. whywhywhy... and it's not our fault. it's the stuff they gave us. even our instructor was quite pissed at them. anyway, he said i have to redo what i did all the way from day 3. So it's like im four days behind... and have to catch up by friday. really sad... And I got so depressed I think I actually turned mad then. I started singing and screaming. haha. that was an exaggeration... but i was practically moaning my life away... and to make it worse, I had INDIGESTION from the roti pratas I ate. omgomgomg. and it was so hectic too. and I was supposed to help. But Yia Kuan and the instructor had to do all the work. so sorry! but I was only crippled and paralysed for one hour. meaning i just sat on the chair and felt like vomiting. nasty experience i tell you... anyway, after one hour was up, I was literally up and around again. haha. i skipped and jumped too. cuz i can finally move!!! anyway, im still depressed. And we were let off the latest ever today which was at 5.45pm!!! And the worstest worst part was that i STILL had to collect the chinese book from slow after that!!! SCREAMS!!! Fortunately though, her house was conveniently located near school. Meaning if I took another route home, it would be on the way. haha. and it was darn easy to find lor. so it was okay... and omgomgomg. EVERYONE, you SOOOO have to see slow in her contact lens and hair down. She's soooooooooooo PRETTY!!! omgomgomg. I just love her eyes. and she's so sweet looking. slow darling, you should go model or act or even become a famous star. must give me discounts ok? I'll even go spread word for you about ure hidden beauty. haha. i know lah, im such a good friend.
4) Anyway, by the time I got home, it was 7. pooey. and i spent the time bathing, eating and reading that stupid chinese book. sigh. my life's quite sad. and I realize that's what I do everyday for school. School then CCA then bathe then dinner then homework then sleep. I don't even play games for heaven's sake. Only some PS2 game during hols. oh and youtube is a must for the weekends. but during the weekdays, i don't go near the internet except to blog. and listen to music. and chat a little. hmm. you know what? i guess my life ain't that bad after all... haha.
5) yay. I'm so happy to have noticed that the seats of the shuttle bus have been switched for newer cooler ones!!! of course, i didn't notice til I sat down and smelt something different about the bus. it smelt new. so i was like: ooh has the bus changed? then i looked around and saw different colors and realized those colors belong to seats. and they added handrails too! i swear, it's such a relief not to work today. I mean yes i do walk, but i meant not having to walk from the mrt to my house. ha ha. happpyhaapppy.
6) Haha. I just remembered something. You know, the hamster of my bro's friend has been stayin with us for bout two weeks now. I realized today that I've been calling it... guess guess.

I call it... hamstee daaaarliiinng!!! haha. and guess what. i've dropped it before as well! haha. I guess im kinda dangerous for innocent unknowing small animals. they shouldn't be in my care at all. anyway, cuz i was bringing it around and playing with it. then it was sort of scrambling around in my hands and trying to escape. THEN IT FELL OUT OF MY HAND!!! i was like omgomgomogmg!!! well actually i didn't say that. I just squealed as it fell. and guess where it landed...

IN THE DUSTBIN. hahahahaha!!! It just landed in the dustbin which was lined with plastic bag. and it landed with a soft plop. and it just looked so CUTECUTECUTE!!! and i laughed. haha. anyway, i picked it out of the dustbin. haha. and continued playing with it. oh. and it bit me... quite sad really. i don't think it likes me... sobsob.

haha. i was really bored after school a few days ago when i came home. so i went to the cage and put the hamster into my pocket. haha. then i went to my mom. and i was like what's in my pocket? then i would take it out and present it to her. haha. then she would say hello stuart little. haha.
6) and i think it's quite intersting to note that although roti prata's my fav food, my most fav breakfast is snow flakes with milk and hard-boiled egg. I dunno. but i MUST have an egg everyday. check out my new uh metaphor/simile/forgot the word thingy: an egg a day, keeps the doctor away. haha. quite true i think.
7) lallala. i typed quite a fair bit today. im sure that some day soon, i shall run out of things to say. haha.

HAHA. ANOTHER REASON.

You guys know I fractured my toe right? haha. Bet you guys don't know HOW i fractured it.

It was in a time way back before I joined gym... Meaning two years ago. I was in gym for PE lessons. So I was walking on the floor. Then, I just dunno how, I fractured my toe. I mean, I didn't fall or anything. I just tripped. Over nothing. I guess my long toe got in the way that's all. And til now, sadly, I don't think it's completely healed yet. I can't bend it all the way...

I was in this special english class in ISM. I dunno why, but we had this experiment with sun reflectors. One day, we got one of them out onto the school's roof top and tried to fry marshmallows. haha. it was really lame. I think I got a little tan that day... oh, it didn't work in the end. though i swear a bit of the marshmallow looked like it could melt...

hello.

1) i knocked my head today. in the science lab.
2) i decided to cut down on eating today, so i shared a meal with yia kuan. i was practically starving to death when i got home, but i held my own till dinner. although i did make it my point to remind mom of my growling stomach every few minutes.
3) Our experiment failed today. for the third or fourth time. So we have to redo it for the THIRD OR FOURTH TIME. ha ha. but still, we're only one day's schedule behind. so it's ok.
4) haha. and my finger's hurting cuz of piano... stupid really.
5) im sad and frustrated today...
6) utada hikaru rocks. she has a great voice.
7) im proud of my top ten reasons why im lame list. haha. you know why? cuz im lame. haha.
8) oh haha. one more reason to add why im lame: when i was a toddler. I apparently thought I was superman. So, I climbed up on a table to jump onto the bed next to it. ha ha. looks like i didn't have enough superpowers yet then, so i fell straight down onto the floor in between. haha. and i landed right on my big fat head. ha ha. so i was crying and all that. got sent to hospital but nothing apparently was wrong. but sometimes, i think the doctors didn't check properly or something. I mean, if not why then am I so blur? and i have really bad memory. when i was small, i had the best memory in class. i could easily memorize poems. but now... sigh.. need i say? haha. and im proud to say that i have a hair-line stitch. but then... i don't have a scar. hmph. sad really. can't even look macho...
9) oh. one more reason. haha. you know how kids always get their fingers stuck in the elevators right? I was one of them. Only, I had my fingers stuck THREE times. haha. as if I would ever learn my lesson. haha. oh. but i would like to add that on the last time, my bro courageously tried to pry my fingers away. although, actually, he was actually doing more damage and causing more pain. haha. and guess what, i wasn't even crying. haaa. anyway, after that ordeal, oh i dunno how, but somehow i got my fingers out. anyway after that, they were like swollen for one week. and I couldn't bend them. maybe that's why my fingers are so thick now. sobsob. i used to have really nice, long fingers. BOOHOO...
10) oh haha. ONE MORE REASON. one of my fingers is a bit slanted. as in, instead of being straight, it sort of bends to the right. wanna know why? ha ha. It got smashed by a bowling ball. You know the area where bowling balls come out? yeah, i had my hand right there, so the ball came and BANG onto my finger. hmm. i was too old then to start bawling my eyes out. So, I just sat down and cried silently. I would love to add that my bro knew what was going on and immediately came to my side. ha ha.
11) Now that I think about it, my bro's really caring towards me. He was there when my fingers got stuck, my fingers got hurt, even said he would go beat up the girls who bullied me. oh and I would like to add. He saved me from drowning once. SOBSOB. im so touched... and to think i didn't even realize this til i typed it out. BOOOOHOOOOO.... I LOVE YOU TOO BROTHER!!!! WAAAAIIILLLLSSSS!!! ps. i hope he doesn't see this...

i love gact's songs

1) My top fav is Dears from Love Letter. He sings it so well. Cuz there's this part without any accompaniment or music and he just sings solo. And it sooo rocks cuz you can tell he's way on tune.
2) I just love the title Todokanai Ai to Shitteita no ni Osae Kirezu ni Aishitsuzuketa. ha ha. it actually won an award for having the longest title. It means something like even though my love will never reach you, my love for you will continue uncontrollably on. or something like that. my jap ain't that good.
3) I find the song Aritakke no Ai de cute. You should watch the MV. It's sooo cute. Very unlike Gackt. But I suppose he IS unpredictable.

one more reason why im lame- this is for slow.

About six years ago, I slipped on Snow Ball's pee and fell. I then promptly started balling my eyes out.

TOP TEN REASONS WHY IM LAME

1) Whenever I come home from school, I would go throw my socks in the laundry basket. But somehow, I always end up at the rubbish chute area...
2) I used to think that evidence was pronounced EEvidence and not ehvidence.
3) I couldn't pronounce the word three last time. I could only manage 'thwee.'
4) There was one time when I couldn't find my pencil. After minutes of frantic searching, I finally found it tucked behind one ear.
5) I walked into a mirror once. Even though the sign said it was a mirror maze.
6) I bent my butt bone once. While roller-blading.
7) Back then, my cousin's dog gave birth to a litter of puppies. I was really small that time. They were afraid I would drop the puppies. Mom said not to drop it as I picked one up. A second later, I dropped it. It survived though. Cuz obviously I was still too near the ground to allow damage to befall the poor puppy.
8) I CANNOT deal with high heels. Once, for a cousin's wedding, mom made me wear high heels and a formal gown and all that. I was going down the steps with dad. And I was practically hanging on for dear life to my dad's arm. The shoe kept slipping and I couldn't find my balance. Good thing my dad's tall.
9) I was playing with the hamster... when it shit on me.
10) I was flicking water at the hamster's cage just to annoy it... when I hurt my finger. It hurts man. I mean, it's bleeding! STUPID hamster water bottle thingy.

ok. I bet you guys enjoyed that right. yeah yeah. go ahead and laugh at me. see, im such a nice person. I mean, I practically sacrificed myself just to brighten up your days. So make my sacrifice worth it. Laugh and be happy people!

poofy

1) My knees are killing me. I couldn't even sleep last night cuz they hurt like hell.
2) I couldn't sleep last night cuz my bro had to bring his gf home to watch band of brothers with the volume all turned up. and i lay up til 3am in the morn. grrr...
3) My butt was all numb after piano, having sat on the edge of the cruelly hard piano chair for over an hour and a half.
4) I watched Shrek 3 yesterday. ha ha. we sat in the front row... i admit it was my idea. haha. I couldn't sit still. I think i have xtremely weak neck muscles or smthng. I couldn't hold my head up. then I always had to lean over to Aly's side. sorry aly! the show was damn funny. the frog king's death, the pinnochio's lies, and ha ha i just love the puppy dog eyes from that pussycat.
5) yay. I'm so happy! We played at the playground yesterday! It was my first time in three years. I'm so happy. Especially the swing! I swung really high. And somehow, I remembered stuff from my childhood years that I had seemed to have forgotten. Like trying to swing as high as I could to reach the tree just beyond my reach if it weren't for my short short legs. Yesterday, I found it was still the same. My legs are too short. And the best part was that it was at night. So it was all dark. And no kids were there except for a couple of guys. Anyway, I really felt happy cuz I didn't need to be self-conscious or anything. I think I really had the time of my life yesterday! It's been four years since I've been that happy.
6) Lastly, today... I've got eye bags. HAHA. no lah. it's just that I have eye shadows. Cool ain't it.

pooey

1) I finally got my watch fixed after two weeks of wearing it and yet not being able to tell the time.
2) I like my new shampoo.
3) Ha ha. I introduced Loo Chin and Yia Kuan to Island Cremary today! ha ha. then he asked who told me of this place. Then i was like the same friend who told me of that western restaurant the other day. then he was like your friend is very resourceful. haha. that goes for YOU wei yee! congratulations!
4) I'm guilty of not practising for piano for two days. And not practising well even if I do. ha ha.
5) I MISS GYM!!! really. i do.
6) I MISS EUIJUNG. YOU KNOW I DO!!! hahaha.
7) This reminds me of the wedding ceremony. where husband and wife say i do. haha.

tofu lady's believe it or not...

1) I miss school.
2) I want to get back at doing homework and studying.
3) I see a moth in my room right now.
4) I ate $4.50's worth of lemon chicken rice. Meaning I ate half of Yia Kuan's portion. But that's not my fault! She couldn't finish. And since I'm such a self-sacrificing angel, I finished her food for her. Oh, but then after that I still had the stomach to eat rojak and bandong. HAHAHHA! And I actually ate in front of that bio guy and his friend. You may think that's still within the acceptable range, but consider the fact that they ate only $3's worth of duck rice and only ate their own portion. and they are GUYS. ha ha. Oh, and there's the fact that they both stared at me but didn't say anything. HAHAHA! Anyway, as I said so a thousand times before, this bio project is not really good for me. I mean, even though it's like beneficial, it's making me fat. Cuz on other ordinary days where I'd be eating a lot for gym, I'm eating the same amount just to sit and do experiments.
5) and it's really sad. Cuz that bio guy's friend watched Yia Kuan eat. And then he said she ate in a really feminine way. (in chinese) NOW, what do I make of that? Firstly, he said it to her ONLY and not to me. Secondly, the fact that he said it to her ONLY and not to me can only indicate that he wanted to point out the fact that I was the direct opposite of her. Thirdly, even if I was to pounce on my food like a wild boar, did he have to point it out?! Okok, I know I'm really boyish and am proud to be one and all that. But still, I'm of the female race. AND I'm feminist. (ok only slightly)
6) To make the situation worse, he asked us how we were picked for this attachment program. I said we were picked becuz of our higher grades. Then then then... OMG! YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID!!!??? HE SAID, "Yia Kuan, I can tell you've got good grades. But, you Jie Qi, I'm not too sure bout that..." and then he laughed... Now tell me, wasn't that just sad? I was SOSOSOSO insulted. ha ha. but I'm not angry bout it. cuz usually when people see my character and habits (like playing PS2), they think I ain't no multi-tasker and can't study as well. hmph. which is why i'm insulted. but then, since im oh-so-happy-go-lucky person, I shall treat it as something positive in which people think I can enjoy my life becuz I'm not studying! ha ha!
7) We redid everything we did yesterday, and finally we got postive results. So, we were one day's schedule behind. but managed to catch up today! although, we had to sacrifice by coming back home late today. ha ha.
8) The science lab is really cool. Cuz it has really cool stuff. And those really cool stuff can do super cool things. For example, there's this ice maker. That makes ice by itself 24/7. Then, there's this machine that keeps test tubes and a certain temperature, then lowering the tempertaure, then raising it again. Then there's this machine that vibrates test tubes. Like that machine in The Hollow Man. haha. Oh, then I saw this really really super-duper cool machine that you can only see in movies. and we had to USE it as well. It was this uber cool freezer that keeps things frozen solid at a temperature of NEGATIVE SEVENTY FIVE DEGREE CELSIUS!!! LIKE OMG! haha. and then there was this warning sign that said not to touch it with expose skin. haha. cuz if you do, your skin will tear off. But I think that's a good thing. cuz then new skin will grow. and then you'll get fresh baby skin again! haaaaa. I think I just solved the future's problem of bad skin problems!
9) I have now been listening to the pirates of the carribean music for five consecutive days. ha ha. madd aren't I.
10) I haven't typed this much in days. hee haa. and I'm so happy that Aly was the first one to try my friend test! Aly darling, I know you've got feelings for me. Just admit it, hon.

late

I was 45 mins late today for that program. ha ha. there was a car breakdown that took up two lanes. So I had to detour. Anyway, it took me over an hour to reach NJC today by car. Crazy really. and im really sorry to those who waited for me!

ha ha. short recap of today:
our experiment failed haha.
we don't really noe what to do now since it failed.
have to remember to bring a camera tomorrow.
we ate at that cozy place in coronation today. i would like to add that it was ME who told them of it. ha ha.

and... i got to go now. got some stuffs to look into. yep. oh I would like to add that Yia Kuan and I are learning stuffs that can only be learned in university right now! haha. we're so smart. not even the JC people have learnt it yet!

music, makes the people...

today, i went to NJC for the sigma research attachment program. it took ya kuan and i half an hour to find the lab. and then we realized that we'd walked past it when we entered the school.

anyway, it was ok... we cloned DNA. um... there was a scientist and a NTU student teaching us. it was kinda interesting to note that the uni student seemed to know more about DNA then the scientist.

haha. turns out, only two of us turned up for the program. no other school came. haha! quite sad really, cuz i couldn't yawn in their faces or space off.

oh and i think i messed up in adding the specifically minute amount of buffer, primers, polymerase, MgCl2, distilled water, DNPT mix and plasmic into the tube. haha. let's see what results they shall hold tomorrow. probably some one-of-a-kind ones. just like me. muahahha!

groan...

oh gosh... i just went through the seemingly happy ordeal of eating a personal record of four roti pratas (two kosongs, 1 egg, 1 cheese & egg) and a teh tarik. oh and a few nibbles of some malay noodle. I ate it at that famous roti prata store just opposite the lower/upper pierce resovoir. forgot the name. anyway, i was supposed to eat my usual three roti pratas. but then, my KIASSU bro had to order more than he could finish. So, I helped him finish. We ate at round 9 plus. which is real unusual cuz we usually eat at 7 plus. Cuz, we couldn't tear our eyes away from the Adam Sandler's show The Longest Yard. Mom and I think that all his shows are darn nice.

ok, so what im trying to say is that i don't feel real good right now. in conscience and in mind. what's more, i CAN'T work it off in gym as I will be going to this workshop for the NEXT TWO WEEKS! SCREAMS! omg. and they said it's gonna be a FULL TIME ATTACHMENT. meaning, it takes the whole day. meaning I can't go for gym after. darn it! i will grow fat. and i only have the last week of the june holidays to finish my homework and to get in shape again.

you know what?
WHATEVER!
I don't really care. well at least not right now. maybe it's cuz of the music im listening to right now. I find that whenever i listen to a certain kind of music, i would feel in the same kind of way. for example, happy music = me happy or loud and angry music = me in a bad mood.

ha ha! ok. i shall go watch heaven's wedding gown. it seems like a nice show...

oh. btw, im a fan of 183 club, jay chou (of course), lara from nan quan mama, luo zhi xiang and SHE, for now, that is. ha ha.

oops! i forgot to conclude

Lessons drawn from the meditation holiday I took away from the computer.
1) Life's meaningless without music.
2) You become fat without the computer. Cuz without the computer, you'll still laze on the bed. However, WITH the computer, your fingers will get their exercise. So even though the rest of you will be fat, at least your fingers won't!
3) I can safely say I'll be safe from drugs and alcohol forever! I've got GREAT will power haven't i? Well, maybe cuz im a bit stubborn...

mayday rocksss!!!

hey. oh my. i've so much to say about the past week. but i shall the stuffs most foremost to my mind right now:
1)Mayday's so cool! I love all their songs! especially that yea i un g or whtever.
2)For those creeps-of-a-friends out there who didn't even notice me being offline for days I shall explain this somehow erratic behavior of mine.

you see, i wanted to prove myself. i was (still am) addicted to my computer. But unlike most of my friends, I was addicted to the music I had in it. Cuz I've no walkman or MP3 or CD player. Well, actually I had an MP3 once, but of course under my hands, it fell to cruel mistreatment and soon died an overcharged death. Other people who are addicted to the computer, are actually addicted to the computer games inside it right? Well, i was addicted to music. oh. and i was addicted to posting stuffs in this blog. hooray blog. yeah. you know i love you too!

so, i wanted to prove myself able to live on without the constant companion of a computer. for one week. ha ha. i was supposed to go online two days later. but out of dire need of the circumstances, i broke my vow and came online today. and it turns out, i was non too soon either. in fact, i was too late. you see, I got picked for this bio life science program in NJC. they said they would send information about it by email or phone call. No phone calls came, so i grew worried. till i couldn't stand it and turned on the computer. and there was an email sent several days ago telling me to submit this form by YESTERDAY. YES. YESTERDAY... how sad. out of the pure goodness of my heart, i decided to do something good, and it turns out, it was bad for me... oh how ironic the world can be! so... i don't know what to do now... hmm... im in trouble aren't i?

anyway, i shall recall the withdrawal symptoms I had. Day 1: I lazed about all day, and felt a total wreck. I found I had nothing to do. It was a hot sweating day. i stayed in the coolest part of my house, which was my room. which had my computer in it. so everytime i turned and tossed on the bed, i saw my computer looking so forlorn and unused. "I must restrain myself!" I said. OK, that was exaggerated, but that was basically what i was thinking the whole day. So, I took out my homework and attempted to do it. which was like really odd for me. i never ever do my homework in the first three and a half weeks of the one-month june holidays. anyway, the problem was, doing my homework made the temptation even stronger. my only desk had the computer in it. and all the other desks in the house had a computer in it! i only had the dining table, but the light over it is so dimmed you could hardly see anything on your homework. so, i worked at my bro's computer. and OMG! the computer was on... although, the screen was auto shut off. but then, i moved the mouse by accident! and the screen flashed on... I raised my eyes to the screen directly in front of me. i waited. it waited. i waited some more. I won the fight! I turned my eyes to the paper in front of me.
day 2: withdrawal symptoms hit me. i started hearing haunting music in the background of my ears. Music that could be fully heard in its true form thru my computer... i worked on.
day 3: I started dreaming of the computer when i slept. the music was always there.
day 4: Every possible second when my mind was not occupied, i would run over the things i would have said in this post if my computer had only been turned on... it was a long long day...
day 5: I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER!!!
ha ha. and basically that's it. and i sat for at least 15 mins pondering whether to turn on the computer today. i weighed my pirorities. and decided what was best for me.
3) I realized, that my friend test hasn't been tried yet. you creeps-of-a-friends! TOO SCARED TO TRY IS IT??? YOU'VE GOT NO GUTS YOU HEARD THAT??? EVEN I TRIED ALY'S ONE. AND IM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I GOT 33 PERCENT! EVEN THOUGHT IT'S SO OBVIOUS THAT IM THE CLOSEST TO HER HEART!
4) ha ha. I was so hungry today, that instead of the usual one packet of noodles, i cooked two! and i remember thinking that i wouldn't be able to finish. and of course, i couldn't finish... but at least i finished the two eggs!
5) I finished the book "cold mountain." what a horrible ending! but then, i knew it would be a bad ending. it was for sure that one of the lovers had to die. so predictable! which makes this a lousy book overall.
6) EUIJUNG!!! I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS!!! I MISS MISS MISS YOUYOUYOUYOUYOUYOU!!! THINK OF ME OKAY???